wow! sorry its been so long. just havent had alot of time. so this one is really really really long. =]
i'm trying to forget the way you look at
me,
the way you
talk to me, & the way you hold
my hand
... but i can't.
because even though
you broke my heart, it still keeps the memory
of when i was happiest . . . with you </3
& everyday
that we're together,
is the greatest
day of
my life <3
+
the notebook
i've never seen the color beautiful
until i
looked into your eyes <3
i never
found the words
to say,
you're the one i think about each day.
and i know
no matter where life takes me to,
a part of
me will always be with you.
Can you teach me how to
dance real slow?
Grab my hips, and
never let them go.
I need someone that will be there
when I get my heart broken.
I need someone that I can call
no matter what time it is.
I need someone that I can tell everything to.
I need someone that will make me
smile by hearing their voice.
I need someone that has every thing
I want, but I guess that someone
never showed up yet.
A heart is
the strongest thing about you.
when it's broken, it heals and becomes
stronger than you think. All you need is
time and the right person to
help you put it back together.
There are just certain
people who
aren't meant to fit in your life, no
matter how badly you want them to.
& she said ::
please
don't give up on me,
just don't let me push you away,
because i've been known to do that
A Wise
Girl Kisses,
But Doesn't Love;
Listens,
But Doesn't Believe; And Leaves
Before
She Is Left. --Marilyn Manroe.<3
She gave up...
She finally gave up. she dropped the fake
[smile] as a tear
ran down her cheek
she whispered to herself
>> i cant do this [ a n y m o r e ]<<
she grew wild
wild but innocent
perfect prayer in a desperate hour
she was everything beautiful and different
dear whoever
i am just this plain, ordinary girl,
nothing special about me,
i'm not perfect, and i never will be.
i have no confidence in myself,and i don't feel pretty,
i never have,
but dear whoever,
i love this one boy a lot.
he's the only boy i've ever loved
as much as i believe i do.
he brings out the best in me
and i love him
so why doesn't he love me?
sincerely,
plain ordinary girl
she was always second best,
so she never thought she'd be
the first he picked. she never
thought he wanted her so bad.
if i promise not to
cry,
can you do me a favor?
look me straight in the eye
and tell me exactly how
you feel about me.
I see the finish
line but
something's always in the way.
But I gotta keep trying because
I'll reach it one day.
I try so hard
to fight it.
But the tears, they always come.
I'm so scared of falling.
Cause once I do, it's fight after fight to get back up.
It could take days, months, years, even.
& I don't know if I have that kind of strength anymore.
Please don't let me fall.
January 20th.
And I know that I should probably just let go,
because I know that it won't work out
and everyone tells me that.
So I try to convince myself that it's better off that way without him..
But then I'll think of him and remember his smile
that makes me melt and I can't imagine myself with anyone
else and no matter how hard it will be,
I want to be with him.
It's amazing
how we don't even speak that often,
how you tell me we are just friends. But when we make
eye contact, when I look into your big, gorgeous eyes,
and you smile, I know something
has to be there.
Meeting you was fate
Becoming your friend was by choice
But falling in love with you..
was completely beyond
my control
It wasn't that long, & it certainly
wasn't the kind of kiss you
see in movies these days,
but it was wonderful in it's own way, & all I can
remember about the moment is that when our lips
first touched, I knew the memory would last forever.
-Nicholas Sparks, A Walk to
Remember
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
They didn't agree on much, in fact, they rarely
agreed on anything. They fought all the time and
they challenged each other everyday. But
despite their differences...they had one
important thing in common; they were crazy
about each other
anyone can give up, it's the easiest
thing in the world to do .. but to hold it
together when everyone would understand
if you fell apart, that's true
strength.
School is still the same…
there's still that one guy that you get up
and go to school for in the morning.
The one with the mysterious
confidence
that every girl falls
for, those years
of school wouldn't have been the same without him…
I wouldn't have been
the same without him.
-Never Been Kissed
and she's admirable,
really;
because she's not afraid to fall,
not afriad to fall for the wrong boy.
because she knows the right one is
out there, it'll just take a little while.
waste time with your friends
live for the moment and laugh often
be immature, do
anything & everything even
if it's something you'll regret
in the morning
sleep late & when you wake up, you can
laugh about it with your friends because
friends are what matters the most
and when you have friends,you have
everything
I forgot to say one thing; I miss you dearly.
I miss you & I love you,
but you miss & want her.
maybe she doesn't really need him in her life
++ maybe she's just over reacting..but
she always thinks
that she does need him-like she can't go on without him
he's just that kind of boy that she can always go back to.
you make me go weak
at the knees.
I like you.
You like her.
She likes you.
And I’m left alone.
Again.
it's not who you share the most times with,
its who you share the best memories with. it's
so weird, you know?
how we always inevitably find
ourselves
wanting to run back to the ones we used to love,
for some reason thinking
that it'd be different the second
time around.
is there ever a day
you can honestly say
that you dont feel like running away?
Why?
Why does she always
get the guys?
I mean you think the slut
could leave some for me.
You know.
Since she is my best friend.
the last one is mine. so credit is appreciated.
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